Angry journal No.1

Chelsey Shin
English3
Paul Kang
June 15th 2007
Personal Essay

Ever since I became a senior, I get annoyed and angry very easily. I do not want to get in to any trouble or any struggles. However, there is someone in my school who keeps on bugging me. I really want to get rid of them. I do not know what to do whenever I see them. They think they are kind and innocent but I truely think that they are evil and bad. They also talk about someone else behind their back because they are not brave enough to say something they want in front of people. I was really disappointed with them. How could they say such things?
I wouldn't have able to get better without my best friends. Whenever I had hard time suffering difficulties, all my friends were there for me. They cheered me up whenever I was depressed, they made me laugh, they listened to whatever I say and they wiped my tears whenever I was crying. Friends are very important in my life. However, there are some people who had been my friend and turned in to my foe, I sometimes regret for what I have done thinking that I could have hold in my feelings and release my anger by doing something else. But I try not to regret so much, because it is past and I can learn from the mistakes and not make the same next time.
I want to continue the relationships with my friend forever, so that one day, when I am old I can talk about the memories and good times I had spent with them. Wouldn't it be great? I am a type who makes few friends deeply, without making many friends lightly. I hope to get along with my friends till death. There might be some troubles or arguments between my friends and I but we will overcome such hardships because I believe in soulmates. And I will keep on finding my soulmates through on my life.